Under the Tuscan Sun

I'm always a sucker for a feel good movie. Just finished watching Under the Tuscan Sun on SMV. I love feel good movies with a dash of Italian romance or a taste of Parisian passion. This movie reminds me of French Kiss (my ultimate feel good movie), Only You, the one with Marisa Tomei. That was during my school days and I was totally crazy about her in her pixie haircut and that sexy red dress. After watching that movie, told myself before I die, I have to go to Tuscany. Drive a mini and go xplore the countryside.

Now here I am, yet to achieve that dream. Yet I have faith that not so far in the future, yes I will be in Tuscany with my man.

When I was a teenager, I like reading all those 'Things you shud do before you turn 20'. I like to tick on the things I have never done and dared myself to finish up the list. However now im in my twenties and being 30 is very near in the future I find myself wondering why is it I cant even do half of those things in the list. I am scared that I will not make it. What if I turn 30 and I cant manage to finish the list.. Will I make it? Or my priorities have totally changed? Have I changed so much that I do not even recognise myself?? People see me and think that I have everything. That I am going through the motion what I am suppose to be doing when they get to my age. Still, I'm the one who is going through the motion and believe me there are loopholes everywhere in my so called life.

Now..this is making me really depressed. I just wanna go to Tuscany. I really do.