I am Counting down the Days

Lawyer friends message to me..."I know you are sad, but come to think about it..isnt it better this way?Now you can put him out of your life once and for all"

Why is it the best solution to this problem is to put him away for life? In this game of love that is the mandatory sentence that I have to put up with. How do you put a person you are so in love with out of your life? By having him move a million miles away? STand in the rain just to see him walk hand in hand with that leggy blonde and gritting you teeth and swallowing your pain at the same time? By having the courage to listen to all the songs until you get sick of it? Maybe after a while it won't mean much afterall.

Whatever the solutions I am going through the motion in such a slow pace that I feel like putting a gun to my head just to get it out of my mind.

After a while..I'll be singing this tune I guess...

Counting down the Days by Natalie Imbruglia

You were right
And I don’t wanna be here
If your gonna be there
Was that supposed to happen

I’ll hold tight
I’ll remember to smile
Though it has been a while
And without you does it matter

There’s no room
No place to start
When our souls are apart

I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
Hold you so tight
I’m counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here
I’m counting down the days

How’ve you been
It’s just the usual here
And days are feeling like years
And every days without you

Now I cry
Just a little too much
When I think of your touch
And everything about you

I feel cold
I’m in the dark
When our souls are apart

I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
Hold you so tight
I’m counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here

I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
Hold you so tight
I’m counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here
I’m counting down the days

I’m counting down the days
I’m counting down the days

I’m gonna be your surprise
I’m gonna hold you so tight

Yeah

I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
I’d hold you so tight
I’m counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here