I cant even describe how much I misses you..

I heard this song over the radio. Suddenly the world is alive with all the songs I would like to forget. Suddenly when I was about to fall asleep, it was as if I can see your face bending down to me. It was as if I can actually feel your lips upon mine. It was so real that I found myself turning away. It was too painful to remember. I do not want to remember. I want to erase you from my brain. I seriously do. I went through this blog, it took me 4 bloody years for me to finally stop writing about you! 4 Years!! Hard to believe but then that is me alright. I held on as you let go..

Never told You
Colbie Caillat

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I never told you because I know that you know just by looking in my eyes. I never told you because I know it is pointless anyway. I never told you probably because I am afraid to hear your response to it...