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Sunday, October 16, 2005

I am angry...



In the moment of anger, you spit out all the things you have been feeling pent up inside you.

In the moment of anger you feel that you just do not care what happened as long as you get the message across.

In the moment of anger you feel like smashing everything that comes your way.

In the moment of anger you do not care about whatever that person is feeling.. you just want it to hurt as much.

In the moment of anger whatever love you feel towards the person seems to melt away.

Anger is a terrible thing. But then when you have the time to reflect then you realised how you actually feel about everything. Deep inside.. what the turmoil and confusion is all about.

How to stay in a relationship when you do not feel love anymore?
How to go on forever if you dont think you feel the same way anymore?

How to stay together if all you feel towards the person is only anger. You lose sense of respect. Then you feel totally helpless. You are trapped in this hell which you started yourself in the first place. Then you starts to hate your life and everything around you. Your misery sucks every sunshine and rainbows around you. You are like a walking black hole..

How to convince that this will work out..?

How long can one convince that all of these is just a phase and one day it will go away??

How can one ever be happy again..?